Between the summer solstice and a major full moon, hidden in Zürich by cloud... two exams survived, two to go, in the next two days.
A feeling of being suspended, of waiting, of not moving.
It occurs to me that I don't need to study here at the Jung-Institut. Which has occurred to me before, etc. etc. This time with less anxiety than previous times – it no longer seems a problem or frightening, just... contingent.
As though I could do anything....
Annick and I, in the popular Café Odeon, after the friendly and obviously gay waiter managed to help Annick figure out which tea she wanted (it was a complicated procedure). We should be talking about exams – but she has reading to do tomorrow for her religion exam, and I am astoundingly dunderheaded as she questions me about my neuroses exam. (Fortunately I'll go through notes again tomorrow, across the psychiatry exam, and will hopefully survive it.)
We talk about what we want to do with our lives – Annick's vision of what she wants her life to look like, which frankly isn't much unlike mine.
The moon supports us. Probably encourages us, to tell the truth....
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