The Newcastle writers' group meets every other week or so; we try, during lunch time between teaching, meetings, and various demands, to just write for an hour, share it, and recover a little bit of ourselves.
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October 5, 2006 – write a poem.
Postcard from Newcastle
The blackened rusted red
of these buildings,
dark green of trees,
covering sky soft, fibrous greys,
a page of handmade paper.
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October 30, 2006 – respond to a picture out of a 1938 book celebrating Elizabeth II's coronation. I chose a picture with this title:
The Children of George V and Queen Mary
They look like the Tsar's children, just before – well, you know.
Actually, a bit sturdier, a bit happier – not quite the fragile solemnity of Anastasia and her bigger brothers and sisters. But what if things had happened differently – what if we were looking on this picture, its relaxed smiles and sturdy tartans, with the nostalgic grief of a post-revolutionary era?...
"When the rebel forces caught up with the royal family at Balmoral, they were enraged by the resistance and losses from the Northumbrian campaign, and thus in no mood for clemency. It is perhaps unfortunate that Scott, rather than Sandringham, was the first of the rebel leaders to reach the castle; as Scott had lost his entire family in the Whitsun Massacre at the height of the riots that followed George's attempted resumption of the throne, soon after the assassination of the second Elizabeth, he had blamed the royal family for all his woes.
Under such circumstances, the murder of the children and their retainers was perhaps to be expected. Although the Central Committee is no longer entirely under the control of the Reichstag, memorials and monuments are still discouraged to this day – despite which, it is said that each October 30, under the vigilant eyes of Party sentinels, wreaths are placed in the field to the west of the entrance of the now-abandoned castle."
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March 6, 2008 – a response to a casual comment at the end of a session:
The brief version of War and Peace:
"Franklin looked out of the window and said, 'Ah, I see that the war is over. Splendid.'"
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August 19, 2008 – some haiku written at the end of a session, when I'd run out of steam for the assignment – clearly was thinking a lot of Buddhism that day:
Waking from a dream:
it tells me things that are like
waking from a dream.
This book off the shelf –
page suddenly full of light:
I know what is next.
Fresh gray water shines,
drops across the window panes:
fallen from pure world.
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November 25, 2008 – write someone else's experience – which in my hands turned into a demented parody of British aristocratic memoirs.
"When I was a little boy, Nanny Jane often said to me, 'Oh Master James, you do say the strangest things!'. I remember her telling me this one sunny day on the south lawn, between the French garden and the maze. 'Why, with your clever ideas and handsome profile, you could surely be a famous actor!' Years later, at a luncheon where my guests included the Duchess of Northumberland, Orson Welles, and Mussolini – I think Gielgud was there too – I regaled them with this amusing anecdote. I could see how deeply impressed they all were – indeed the formerly lively conversation stopped completely, and all had thoughtful expressions, as it was borne on to them what an exceptional artist I might have become. It must have been a bit later, when Welles was casting a movie to be titled Citizen Kane, that he so wanted me to play the great Randolph Hearst; but I had promised my Mimsy a cruise to Malta, and I was forced to say no. It was soon after this that Wells became increasingly subject to depression; I have always regretted failing him in his hour of need.
But back to cheerier times. My father, the handsomest Liberal of his day, brought me and my four sisters up to the highest ethical standard. 'My children,' he would say, as we gathered for our morning meal, 'you must never –' and here he would pause until the servants would return to the kitchen – 'you must always – oh bloody hell, is that gardener out with Daphne again?'. For we could see our mother, the most vivacious beauty of her day, far down the East lawn in the pleached alley, evidently convinced that she could not be seen from the house. Some days she never came to breakfast at all! But fortunately, Deborah, Delilah, Desirée, and Maude knew enough t0 start chattering blithely away at my father, distracting him with various questions, requests and demands. Poor Maude – these habits would stay with her until they got her in such trouble at the Palace, in that fatal argument with the young Charles, which ended so badly for the then Shah of Iran. But I digress...."
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December 4, 2008 – write about the snow.
I should have brought a map.
I never can remember which street is which around here.
DeKalb, I can see the next is Edison... maybe they're in alphabetical order. Which would mean... oh, five or six blocks.
And oh, here we go, I'm glad it's not further – snow. It looks so....
It's so delicate, falling out of a smooth gray sky. Beautiful.
I always love this. Wonderful to see, and it makes everything so quiet. No sounds, really, except my feet of course.
Even they get quieter....
Did I say Edison? But this is Betancourt –
am I going the wrong way?
I'll retrace a bit...
no, that's silly, I can see my prints, they're in a line.
So they're not in alphabetical....
Huh. Coming down a bit more now. Streetlight as if behind a curtain.
I think... doesn't that on the left look familiar?
Familiar-ish. All right, over just a block, I'll see if there's a sign...
Or someone to ask.
Actually, it's been a while since...
Cars? Certainly no people.
You'd think more people would stay home in this weather. Lights in houses?... no... huh. If I lived around here I'd have a fireplace.
Well, not around here. Looks a bit... well. At least it seems very quiet...
Deep footprints. And snow sticking to my boots... well it's not slushy at least.
Glad of this scarf.
Now there's a building you wouldn't want to live near – talk about gutted....
Well wait: I haven't really been watching street signs but – Vifilsma- – Vifil-smarkt? What kind of a name is that?...
Must be annoying for them, spelling it all the time.
Not really a problem, though, I guess – two houses, and those couldn't be occupied....
I do wonder if I should just turn around.
All right, this is – the sign's just gone. Jeez. Vandalism.
I wonder if – there are still miles of town to go –
Well since I turned right back there – no, wait....
Broken street lamp.
If there were a bit more light from the sky....
Now this is a blizzard.
Okay, headed back – there must be lights –
that way?
no, it's not...
It's just white. Everywhere.
Everywhere.
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December 10, 2008 – today, in fact. Couldn't engage with assignment, and so wrote a tanka – in the correct form!:
Birds flock around the towers:
stripes of blue-gray, calm above the lawns.
Universities are made to seem peaceful.
Why do these swords always return?
[Later correction: today (December 22), my friend and former teacher Terry from Los Angeles sent out a Christmas tanka, and I was reminded that syllables are an important part of the tanka form. The above doesn't have the correct number of syllables – as many haiku translations don't either; because five- or seven-syllable lines are much more difficult, and thus unfortunately often more strained or affected, in English than they are in Japanese. So, when I said the above was written in 'the correct form', I meant the old rules that the first and second lines should be on contrasting subjects; the third brings them together; and the fourth goes off in an unexpected but not unprepared direction. So, I suppose, I should have said: it's in the correct form – but not the correct prosody....]