Weirdly energetic today.
No, strike that: not weirdly – normally, but unaccustomedly, energetic. (Beep beep beep: adverbial overload alert.)
Feeling fairly calm, physically not depressed, awake, all the way down to my 'core' sense of my body. Woke after sleeping only six hours (short for me) ready to do things – vacuumed, did a bit of cleaning, settling down to write and edit. I even had coffee (well, instant, anyway) the past two days, without a disastrous gastro reaction – that in itself is unusual. The only big hitch is, of course, the number of things that there are to do – story of my life the past decade or so, there is always a vast backlog of everything; but I'm sort of used to that by now.
But I don't feel, physically, or perhaps psycho-physically, unable to deal with it. It would seem that the new medication might actually have a significant impact on my life; and that would change a five-year – no, strike that too – probably more like a sixteen-year reign of depressive reactions to daily intake of toxic chemicals. Isn't that strange?... one point for the behaviorists, I guess....
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