[By which I don't mean the upstate New York university, where my nephew – hi, Ben, how are you? – is finishing his freshman year....
Which brings us to a peripheral tale, before I even get into the point of this blog entry: I told my sister, and have joked to several friends (sorry, Ben) that, despite Cornell University's unhappy reputation as a place where geographic isolation and long, dark winters have established a notoriously almost Scandinavian suicide rate among the students, Ben won't have any problems – he's fascinated by sports, especially winter sports (a snow bunny, as we used to call them); besides, he'll be ecstatic to have a room he shares with only one other person – he has spent his entire life as a New York upper-west-side mouse, sleeping on a bunk bed in the living room where my sister and her husband live and work in close proximity. So he'll probably be the only Cornell freshman this year who is actually in a good mood because of his surroundings.
But this isn't about Ben, or that same university where the brilliant Judith P. teaches, this is about...]
Joseph Cornell.
Today Michelle and her husband took me to the big Tyneside swap meet, then to a pseudo-Edwardian tea shop for lunch (pleasant but almost maniacally fussy, if you were paying attention – there were handwritten instructions everywhere, evidence that someone had a lot of suppressed rage at the uncontrollable sloppiness of all those damned customers); then ending in one of the used bookshops where Michelle's husband John has old and friendly/professional connections. We had tea, gossiped, looked through shelves, and John told us all about the recent launch of a new translation of a 1920s work of German decadence by his small publishing firm.
Meanwhile, I found a large Thames & Hudson book from 2003 on Cornell, with many beautiful photographs. It was a little pricey – £25 – but in excellent shape, and when asked for advice Michelle agreed that they were excellent reproductions. (And Michelle would know – like my sister, she has had a long and energetic career at the crossroads for a vast array of visual art projects.)
I've always been, in a way, potentially interested in Cornell. If you've ever read William Gibson's Count Zero (1986, the second of his excellent Neuromancer trilogy), you will remember Marly – the young New York art dealer whose reputation and gallery have been ruined by her predatory boyfriend and his forgeries; at the start of the novel she is hired by an unknown patron to discover where a stream of beautiful, mysterious collage boxes are coming from, and who is the artist making them. The boxes are clearly based on Cornell's work; Gibson's descriptions of them are extraordinary – we see things through Marly's eyes, and she is a sensitive and intelligent art lover. She sees such depth and redemption in these small boxes – a sense of time, of loss and of forgiveness – Gibson writes about it so beautifully that you want to go away and live with these small collages.
It's a bit like the way that Rita sees the beautiful small, stolen Cézanne in Paul Monette's The Gold Diggers (1979) – his second novel, long before he wrote the AIDS poems and memoirs that made him famous in the late 1980s; the incredible depth of her response to a tiny painting was both ecstatic and instructive, especially for me, who am a bit of a dunderhead when it comes to visual art. (I count myself fortunate that friends who love art, like Michelle and my sister, usually forgive my passion for art nouveau.)
And since I am a bit of a dunderhead about anything visual (hey, there's a word you don't see in print often, and here you've got it twice – are you appropriately grateful?), I feel as though I still don't really get Cornell, but I have always wanted to. The hope was that this book, with large, clear reproductions of many works (and lots of writing – a bit heavy-handed, but you know how art critics can get; they have to justify hugely expensive works as transcendentally worthwhile, so they tend to overwrite even more than music critics) would help me have a bit more insight into what's going on here...
It's a start, anyway. I begin to get a sense of the resonance of history involved, the way small objects that once mattered to someone long dead have been rearranged so that their memory trails are illuminated... I'm sure that Bennett, who has a surer eye and deeper interest in people like Man Ray and other Surrealists, would have something to say about it (he and Merrie are out of town for Easter, but perhaps I'll show him the book when they get back).
And speak of memory... there is a Voyager CD-ROM in the back flap of the Cornell book. You may remember Voyager – in the 1980s and 1990s they tried to create a number of art- and music-oriented CD-ROMs; the medium basically died because, as someone said, "what's the good of a dead website?". I still have their Laurie Anderson CD-ROM, though I doubt I could find any computer that has the software to play it. Those CD-ROMs were a part of my life, too, at one point – my friend the energetic composer Cynthia Woll (she must still be in the LA area?) was working with Warner New Media, which hoped to give Voyager a run for their money.
I wrote five or six full texts for music CD-ROMs for WNM in the late 1980s and early 1990s, before they tanked. And they tanked for such a peculiar, nonsensical reason – the head of the division was great at getting projects started (Cynthia had the materials for forty or fifty discs waiting at the end), but terrible at finishing them, so that only two or three discs ever appeared. You may have seen the discs they did manage to get out the door – Britten's Young Person's Guide to the Orchestra was the only one where I'd contributed that reached the public. It was remarkable to be attached to the entertainment industry through an arts angle: at a time when money had been gouged out of all the arts in America (I managed several dance companies in their closing days, as theaters vanished and government funding was taken away under Reagan and Bush), Warner, up until it finally collapsed, had enough money to run forty small theaters, twenty dance companies, a host of bars where there was a piano and a lineup of singers... certainly the best money I ever earned for professional work. In fact, we were paid the kind of fees that writers and artists should get, but rarely do.
I even remember the emotional collapse of the CD-ROM genre for me – it was my own response to pressure, I suppose: having to write screen texts designed to appear every 10-20 seconds for a recording of Wagner overtures. The problem was that Wagner is incredibly repetitive, and also incredibly manipulative: to come up with coherent things to say during the endless climbing and falling of the Tannhäuser overture drove me half mad – I remember wandering the streets of West Hollywood at 3 am, unable to go home and face that impossibly demanding computer screen, that lush, twisty, irrationally demanding music. That was the time when I went, in fact, from loving Wagner to being disturbed by him: that awareness of how controlling his music is stayed with me, making me permanently distrustful of it and its association.
And so I've come up with my own memory box, filled with tiny, disparate scraps of the past, with memories of strong feelings, with images of people I haven't seen in twenty years, with remembered loves and fears and losses... perhaps I can understand Cornell's work, after all.